FEATHERS - visible signs from the Spirit world

Monday evening I found those two feathers on my way home. 

First the white one and a few steps further the black one.

I´ve got a few white feathers at home, but I´ve NEVER found a completely black one before!

So the black one is a special one - and the both in combination give me goose bumps every time I look at them. That´s a strong sign! Isn´t it?

Feathers already are my signs for a very long time.

There were those moments when I had to make a difficult decision. Mulling over the choices, thinking about what I should do, getting headaches from not knowing what to do ... but the very moment I came to the right conclusion, the one that definitely feels right for me, I always find a beautiful feather right in front of me.

Universe place them there to tell me: "Well done. You made the right choice."

I remember one particular situation when on my way to work in a real difficult period of my life. I struggled with my job, I wanted to quit, but I also was afraid to do so. For days and weeks I was mulling the options over in my head and in sleepless nights. 

And that morning walking to work there was that moment when it hit me: "I will quit! And I will do it today!"

A few steps further lay a beautiful feather right in front of me. And I KNEW I decided right. Universe was confirming it ... 

(PS: it was the time when I quit my job AND left Austria. Probably the best decision in my life so far!) 

Feathers also represent everything import to me:

- Native Americans! ... Of course! ... No Native without feathers!

- Writing ... the feather definitely is a symbol for writing

- Connection between Heaven and Earth 

- Sensitivity ... and not too less in my case

- Guardian Angels 

Which brings me back to my white and black feathers from Monday.

I knew it is an important sign and I knew it means something very special. While looking at them all of a sudden the answer became clear in my mind.

On Sunday, July 18th, was the 31st anniversary of my Brother in Law leaving us. I still miss him terrible and of course I thought of him a lot on Sunday.

My Brother in Law is very special to me. He was the only member of my family who was able to show me how much he loved me and how much he cared for me! After he passed away I couldn´t let go for a very long time. Even in a therapeutic mediation, when I was completely blocked and the therapist sent me my Guardian Angel to guide me, it was my Brother in Law who came.

A few years ago another therapist made me understand it is time to let go.

It was painful but I knew I had to do it! I kept him too long for my own needs. So I said my "final" Good Byes and let him walk into the light. 

He is still around and he always will be. He belongs to me in the Spirit world. But it was time to disconnect and let him go for now.

I kind of feel sorry for holding him back that long ...

On Monday I was reminded of one of my posts on Facebook from the 20th anniversary of his passing. When I think of him nowadays I always think of how much I miss him and of how sorry I am for holding him back. Sometimes I even feel guilty to think of him too much.

So yes, the two feathers were a message from my Guardian Angel!
He still is with me even though I had to let go. 

After that was clear to me I also googled the meaning of finding a white and a black feather:

Finding a white feather:
Your Guardian Angel is with you and you are protected.

Finding a black feather:

We find black feathers when we are sad. A person who passed away is telling you he is still around and watching over you. 

Not that I need Google to explain what I already knew! But isn´t that amazing? How much clearer could the message have been? 

Me being a HSP - a Highly Sensitive Person - is and never was easy. But I would not change it for anything in this world because I am able to experience something like that!

The signs are there for all of us, no matter if someone believes in spirituality or not. Someone only has to be open to receive them and look out for them.

I am so grateful to be able to receive those signs! Not only in feathers. Universe is communicating with us in different ways. Try to focus on that and you will find signs and messages everywhere.  

By the way ... you might think: hmmm, millions of pigeons around, of course there a tons of feathers on the street!

Right, but I am able to distinguish between the "normal" feathers and my signs. Sounds funny but that´s true.

And believe me! Never ever when I think "Please Universe, send me a feather now! I need a feather now to know what to do!" ... never ever in this moments a feather will lay in front of me for hours. No matter how many pigeons and seagulls are around!!

But:

One day I came home from work and my backyard was full of small, fresh, white feathers! 

Wow, I thought, what is going to happen?

That afternoon I went to Valletta and while waiting for the bus a single white feather was floating down and landed on my wallet (which I held in my hand for the bus card).

My God, I thought, what will happen in Valletta today?

Well, I met a person ... when I looked in his eyes there were a huge and deep recognition and I was totally overwhelmed.

Today I know he is a member of my soul family and my soul brother. 

Feathers, my signs! 

Never fail to announce the Big Things and never fail to confirm I am on the right path!

THANK YOU, UNIVERSE! PILAMAYAYE WAKAN TANKA!