Being like a Feather

Monday evening I found those two feathers on my way home.  First the white one and a few steps further the black one. I´ve got a few white feathers at home, but I´ve NEVER found a completely black one before! So the black one is a special one - and the both in combination give me goose bumps every time I look at them. That´s a strong sign! Isn´t it? Feathers already are my signs for a very long time. There were those moments when I had to make a difficult decision. Mulling over the choices, thinking about what I should do, getting headaches from not knowing what to do ... but the very moment I came to the right conclusion, the one that definitely feels right for me, I always find a beautiful feather right in front of me. Universe place them there to tell me: "Well done. You made the right choice." I remember one particular situation when on my way to work in a real difficult period of my life. I struggled with my job, I wanted to quit, but I also was afraid to do so. For days...

Sitting in front of a blank page. Just remember from my creative writing studies how frightening a blank page could be even for an experienced writer.  Well, today it is not the blank page, that frightens me, it´s more the blank spots in my brain. I simply have nothing to write about! And I mean NOTHING. My diary is gathering dust as well. For someone who loves to write that´s a disaster! So, what happened? I had some intense months of self finding. Universe is in a constantly change and me - as usual - went with the flow.  It was a blast to feel exactly what I was reading everywhere. I received a lot of answers to my everlasting questions and the Big Picture got more visible while swimming of the wave of life. A while ago my mood changed. First I thought the honeymoon is over and I am back on the dusty road again. But that´s not right. I still see the Big Picture. I still feel there is something huge around the corner. Only right now I am feeling kind of numb.  Is it a s...