Being like a Feather

After a couple of struggle-days there is a new positive energy around. Good thing is, that it was an Universal and a collective thing and not only a personal problem. That´s something I experienced a while ago: when I feel very low and hopeless it´s always good to check how other people are doing or which special constellation is happening in the Universe at that moment. Cause most of the time it´s not me as a person, who is struggling, it´s just a period of change that´s going on. Of course, me the Highly Sensitive Person, feels that more intense than others. Though if I ask around I get similar reactions from other people - no matter if they are aware of Universe´s energy or not. And that calms me down a lot: Okay, it´s not me alone. It´s something that affects us all.  So, what is it that I am feeling right now?  There is this urge to clarify my life. To make it even more pure than it is already. I wanna get rid of everything that doesn´t make me happy! More than ever ...

  Sunday morning, prepared for a writing session at my backyard.  Today I decided to start the day with my most favourite breakfast-shake: - Cashew milk - 2 bananas - 1 TS of sesame seeds - 1 TS of linseed seeds - 1 TS of Maca powder  - 1 TS of coconut sugar - 2 TS of cacao powder - 2 TS of peanut butter - a pinch of cinnamon  Served in a glass jar with a bamboo straw. It is so delicious, you want to bath in it!! Today I also decided that it is time to not make compromises anymore. I mean compromises on my pure and natural lifestyle.  I will never call myself a Vegan or put myself in any other drawer. For sure I will never be able to live completely trash or plastic free ... ... but there is still so much to improve! Yesterday, for example, I went to a fancy place for a cup of coffee and a piece of sweets to go along with my writing session.  The place was really great and I was sitting at a comfy table, had an amazing view of Sliema harbour in sunshine wit...

  A few days ago I was reminded about my deep connection with the Native Americans. I was sitting in a restaurant at the sea, writing diary, when a group of young people gathered in front of the restaurant, exactly in front of me.  One of them, a young man, long black hair, dark eyes, long black eye lashes, caught my eyes. A NATIVE! - everything screamed inside of me. I starred at him, couldn´t look away. My heart was beating faster and I felt an excitement deep inside of me, which reminded me of how much the Native Americans mean to me. I told a friend about that encounter a couple of days later. "Are you sure it was a Native?" "I don´t care about if he was a real Native or not. He looked like one and I couldn´t stop starring. The important thing is how I felt about it." And then I told my friend about an exceptional meeting I had some years ago back in Austria ... There was this meditation evening in my friends place. Of course in one of the meditations my connect...