THE BIG PLAN HAS BEEN MADE ALREADY

Saturday, September 19th, 2020 - I´ve learned a very important lesson today! Thank you very much! 

THERE IS NO NEED TO PLAN AHEAD - AT ALL - THE BIG PLAN HAS BEEN MADE ALREADY!!

Sometimes it takes a pretty long time to discover the simplest secrets of life. And it IS that simple, right?

I mean, I do believe in the existence of that Big Plan. Always have, always will. Why? Because I just feel the existence of that Big Plan. When Energetic gave me an idea how everything fit together, their theory just matched with my own sensing of the story. So this is what I came up with. That´s my personal truth:

My soul is infinite. 

I´ve lived before and I will live again. This is a fact. I just feel it is right. 
There are parts I "remember" from pervious lives. Some deep feelings which are too deep for them to be new. Sometimes I "remember" parts from my past which do not belong into that actual life. 
I know that I will live again because I am not done. There is so much more to learn, there is so much more to experience. I just feel that I am at the beginning of the "good part".

Before each life the soul makes a plan of what is to be achieved.
Every life is like a school year. There is this plan - for every single school year - as a part of the Big Plan in general. 
Before I´ve been sent to the world (again) the right circumstances had been created exactly for this plan: would I be female or male this time, in which family do I need to be born in, in which country, in which circumstances.
Universe creates the stage for me, I will "play" the game. Universe creates the right environment to find everything I need for me to reach my goals. Then the journey begins. I will be born. And of course Universe will send me the right people while I am on the go - some of them are my teachers ...! 
When I learn my lessons, when I reach my goals - I will move on to my next school year, to my next life.

When I am not able to reach my goals - then I will get another chance. A new life will be created, I will repeat that school year ... as long as it takes for me to finally learn my lessons. 
There is no hurry. My soul is infinite!

So this is the foundation of my personal truth.

Now, if my personal truth is also right for all the other creatures - for all the other souls, then every one of us is on his own personal stage of life.
There are those who already lived multiple lives and already came a long. We might call them "The Old Souls".
Have you ever heard someone mention: "Ah, look at this child. It seems like it is an old soul. Just a child but so wise already." - I did. And it would fit perfectly with my personal truth.
And there are those who seem to be at a very early stage of their journey. The toddler- souls. Me might call them "naïve" or "inexperienced". 

There is one interesting fact, in my opinion:
We find a lot of those Old Souls in Asia, especially in India. What really surprise me about those "Gurus" who seem much more wiser than anyone in the world is, that they look so young though they are very old already. Some of them have white hair and long white beards, but their skin is totally smooth and their soul is like the soul of a child. 

Well, not surprising at all, when I give it a second thought. 

To be wise means to know the secrets of life, right? So, when you already know the secrets of life you do not struggle that much anymore. Life becomes easy (in German language we would call that "Das Leben wird zum Kinderspiel." - means: Life becomes the game/toy of a child.) 

Another surprising fact: 

The wisest "Gurus" often live somewhere alone in a cage. They do not need any material goods. They do not need any money and they do pretty well without other people! Most of them hardly eat or drink anymore ...! 
Now isn´t that something?

When this fact hits me I really got goose bumps! 
Is it not my goal at the moment to live my life more and more natural and pure? Does my Highly Sensitive Soul does not need more alone-time the older I get? Do I not get rid of all the distractions of life, because I can´t deal with distraction? 

Those wise "Gurus" have everything they need in their solitude in their cages.

At this point I remember a story I´ve read several times:
It happened that the wisest people of the world had discovered the secret of life.
"Now this is something really important and something very precious", one of them said. "But it is so powerful that we have to hide it at a place where no one out of our circle can find it."
So the wisest people were to find the one place, where no one would find the secret of life.
What if we put it on the top of the highest mountain?"
"Not possible. The human race already is able to climb the highest mountains."
"What about the deepest depth of the sea?"
"Not possible. The human race already built technology to reach the deepest depth of the sea."
Suddenly one of them said:
"I know the safest place in the world, where no human ever would search for the secret of life."
"Where is this special place? Tell us!"
"It is within their own souls."

Now, to get back to the Big Plan ...

Lately I feel what is going on so much clearer. I am able to monitor my acting and my thinking straight away and I feel if something is not right. I am getting more and more honest and I am not able anymore to make any compromises just to take it "the easy way". 

A couple of days ago I started to struggle again. It seems like the first crisis of my new life circle appeared. In the beginning I tried to force myself back to my new found balance. Of course that doesn´t work!
The difference to my previous crisis this time was that right from the start I was able to name all the facts and circumstances which triggered that crisis. At all time I was able to monitor myself. Though I was not able to get back to my new found balance I never lost sight of it. So I just gave myself some time to overcome the dark days. I took every day at it was and I took one step after another.
In those dark days I came up with some solutions. Some strict solutions! Like: This doesn´t work. This is something I don´t want to have in my life anymore, so I have to get rid of it and have to change it completely, in a big style!
At the first moment this stubborn thinking felt good. 
Just cut out everything that doesn´t work anymore, right?
Have done it before! Will do it again! Easy cheesy! 
But then, after a while it didn´t feel right anymore. So I just let those plans go and waited for what would happen.
The turning point of every crisis: Stop fighting against it and everything will unfold it´s natural way!

So, today I enjoyed a quiet breakfast at a restaurant directly at the sea. While looking out at the blue sea and watching the boats and yachts heading to their weekend spot, I wrote diary. And while I was writing down something that happened that morning, I realized which important lesson I was taught with that tiny incident.

Fact is, when I make new plans or when I try to change the actual situation, I try to change parts which belong to my Big Plan. But trying to control and to change the situation also means that it takes me away from how it is meant to be. And this is why it doesn´t feel right.
Yes, it might not feel comfortable at the moment and yes, I might be struggling right now - but it´s part of my Big Plan! There is a purpose behind it. Those things happen to bring me to then next chapter of my life. For sure somewhere there is a lesson to learn, right?

And with those breaking through thoughts I received the most important answer:

THERE IS NO NEED TO PLAN AHEAD - AT ALL - THE BIG PLAN HAS BEEN MADE ALREADY!!

Isn´t that fantastic?
I do not have to find ways and solutions. I am on MY WAY and the solutions are the journey itself!
What makes me very happy is, that once more it is proven that I should rely on my feelings. Something I am so good in doing it!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! 

PS:
After I wrote this blog I went out to meet a dear friend of mine. While I was waiting for her at our usual meeting point I saw that poster on the building in front of me.
Now, if that doesn´t fit well I don´t know what else will ...