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The power of our thoughts is so enormous!

Some years ago I´ve learned that the age of 49 is a very special milestone in our life.

49 = 7 x 7 = the absolute new beginning!

Every 7 years the body renews itself completely. So 7 times 7 means we´ve ended one whole cycle of renewing. In the age of 49 we start a complete new cycle.

Now, I do love new beginnings in general. That´s why I impatiently anticipated the age of 49. 
Last year when I turned 48, means starting my 49th year of life, I instinctively began to prepare for "the big day".
Not always with full intention. Some manifestations just seemed to happen by themselves.
I guess my subconscious just took over from my thoughts and from my anticipation. 

Layer by layer everything I didn´t want in my life anymore fell away. I became more strict and more honest as the time moved on. It got harder for me to make any compromises when it came to my wellbeing and to my dream of how I want to live my life.
I did struggle on the way. I lost the sight of my goal from time to time. But every time there was a reversion to what really matters to me.

Then the Corona crisis came and with that a huge personal chance for me to finalize my requirements for my new circle of life.
Also in this important period did I struggle a lot. I even struggled that much that I - for the first time in my life - reached out to a therapist! 
And that was the absolute right step I took ... 

Now, about five weeks till my 49th Birthday I know exactly how I want my future to be. 
Never ever did I have such a clear picture of my life to be. There might be slightly deviations on the road ahead but that´s totally fine. I wouldn´t write anything in stone anyway. What is right for me today doesn´t mean it will be right for me tomorrow or next week.

So, lets see. What are the main topics of that change?

- Finding ways to live a natural, pure and healthy life when it comes to nutrition, body care and the household in general.
- Being honest! Honest in all I say and all I do. Honest to myself and to others.
- Trying to live as trash free as possible. Avoiding plastic as much as I can.
- Avoiding people who withdraw energy from me or who put their negative energy on me.
- Avoiding situations which withdraw energy from me or which put its negative energy on me.
- Being aware of being a Highly Sensitive Person and therefore do EVERYTHING to live a healthy and a happy life!
- Writing a blog about that - because writing is an important part of my life.
- Finding my purpose in life - cause I feel there is so much more I am able to contribute. 
And last but not least:
- Finding my tribe! My bunch of people who belong to me! 

I´ve got a few weeks left for a rehearsal. I am so up for a test run! Or, to put it into other words: I can´t wait to start!

Now you see how enormous our inner power really is?
For years I am heading toward that special point in my life and as it seems everything falls into place to get it started exactly on time!

THANK YOU!
    








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